Friday, August 18, 2017
For Art's Sake
How was it, working on the art quilt? I can tell you that it felt intimidating and frustrating, and at times scared the crap out of me. The whole time I worked on it I wanted to run for my how-to books and use something from them rather than invent my own designs. Even as I put the last stitches in I considered hiding it under the bed.
It's definitely not perfect, and I've seen art quilts that are a hundred times better. I also love every single awkward unplanned imperfect stitch of it, because it's mine. My world. My art. My hands. My vision. I know because I did the same thing thirty-three years ago when I wrote my first novel.
Any of that sound familiar? Most of us are so busy with making a living or caring/providing for family that we feel guilty when we give a little of ourselves to our art. To do something just to create beauty, that doesn't generate income, almost seems wasteful. To vent or rejoice or mourn or celebrate through art is probably the best therapy on the planet, and yet we beat ourselves for doing it, or behave as if it's something we have to do in secret, like using drugs or booze.
This art quilt, awkward and amateurish as it is, represents one of the changes I'm making in my creative life. I'm taking a little time for me now, and I don't feel guilty about that. I've spent my life to caring for and giving to others. There are still things I need to discover. I'm going looking for them.
Posted by the author at 7:00 AM
Labels: art, inspiration, quilting
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I think that quilt is brilliant and beautiful and a wonderful expression of you. And I know how you feel. I'm at an age where I need to do for me now, once in awhile, and be okay with that. And for the most part, I am now. But it's hard to start! You're starting out great :)ReplyDelete
When I make something it's much easier to "justify" if it's for someone else -- a baby blanket or a wedding sampler, etc etc. You are challenging me! (In a good way)ReplyDelete